There's a fine line;

Aug 02, 2005 20:53

This is going to come out in a mess of thoughts. Zack; I'm really glad to see him again. I've always wanted to thank him for what he did. Now I should thank him for letting me keep his sword as well. And.. I really don’t know what to say in times like this. ..I’m not good at these type of things.



All that time, more than four years... it’s kind of amazing that he just didn’t call it quits looking for me. Well, not on finding me, just that I was living. I remember what kind of shape I was in when escaping Hollow Bastion: Not good. So it’s understandable if it crossed his mind later on. It must have at some point.

At first he looked kind of down with this “leave me alone” kind of attitude. It wasn’t him at all. I thought that.. Things change over time. People change. So I was ready to just walk away after saying what I needed to say. Yet Zack.. Didn’t change a bit. Still the same with the cocky attitude, knack of being so up-front, and ...completely obliterating my hair. Given the circumstance I guess I can forgive the last one. I’m really ..glad that he didn’t change.

Speaking of which, I want to contribute to whatever business Leon and he have going. It’s something to contribute without having to deal with the council. Hmph. They would probably be the same as the army-them sending me to some pointless place where they think I would be useful when I could be doing more in other places. Like this. This is a good idea-it helps people. Their world isn’t my problem but as long as their around they might as well not be contributing to the problem is all I’m sayin’.

Giving them some munny that I earn from some of the free-lance work I do should be a big enough help. I’m sure Leon has sense not to turn down free munny if I would give it to him. We worked together before.. But I’m not sure I would be cut out for that kind of work to be there constantly. Leon will have his hands full with Zack and wanting to kill him anyway. It’s probably better if I don’t help out..personally since I was told before Zack acts worse around me than anyone else-like I provoke him or something. Seems like they’re already fighting enough as it is from what I heard, no need to make it worse.

Flowright.. I'm sorry about his world; maybe if I was stronger I could have helped out more. If this stupid sickness would just cease itself I could have saved that world and those people. If I ever saw him again I don't know whether I should be angry, greatful, or remorseful.

..Tired. I feel guilty for being tired. Earlier today and then heartless just wore me out. Too much excitement for one day I guess.
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