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This week has probably been the hardest week of my life.
My dad lost his battle to cancer Thursday April 23, 2009.
I don't know what to do from here, what to say, how to feel.
I don't think it's hit me yet, and that scares me a lot. I know he is in a better place, but I still miss him.
I wish I had someone to talk to, or something that would make me feel better, but there is no cure for grieving, I'm sure.
So i'm taking each day as it comes, and am trying not to worry about everything which is very hard for me.
I'm good at pretending everything is alright when it's not, but this is far beyond my capabilities.
If only I were stronger, and braver.
I am completely lost.
What do you do when you lose someone that's close to you?