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yea so i totally cant sleep my computer is messed up! what else is gonna go wrong oh yea and im sick again grr.. i have to live off medicine...i only drink one meal a day b/c my throat is so swollen lol whatever though! im sooo awake and it es no bueno!!!! hahaha soo im chillin with my lil sis Jade(aka FuckFace)!! yay!! i have been thinking alot lately! and i need to find a person to be happy with and who i can make happy! and he do the same for me. its just really complicated lately....i always can find a boy i think i like .......then they end up screwing me over or it never works out!!!! but i guess maybe thats the way its supposed to be! ill guess ill never know! its just mind baffeling to me! espeically when i see all of my friends with the ones they love (dont press that idk wtf it is!!!)! i guess it can make you feel envious even jealous!maybe im not supposed to be happy at this point in life! one day ill now just not now!! look at the crazy ass thing what no sleep does to you.....well im gonna go lay in a sleepless slumber...peace <3Chelsey!!