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o god, i am so sick. I can barely move and my stomach is in the worst pain. I thought i was over this.
I'm so sick of doctors not being able to tell me what's wrong. I've been to the pediatrician HOW many times? i've had how many test? I even went to a stomach specialists. and all were unable to come up with anything other than... "um, just watch what you eat?? There are no over the counter drugs we can give you"
Finally, the doctor gave me some pills yesterday to take if i get the pain again. Which usually goes away after a day. But this morning i got it again. the pills did help, but i'm so weak from not being able to eat without throwing up that i feel like sleeping for weeks.
so this is my new diet b/c apparently my large intestine is a million times more sensitive than a normal persons:
NO caffeine, sodas, and basically anything else bad for me.
and i have to take these fiber pills everyday.
and i can't be stressed, b/c that makes it worse.
which makes since b/c i basically had a nervous breakdown thursday night which was really scary. and i haven't been eating as well i should lately. so no more coffee. and i have to keep a journal of everything i eat and whether or not i am stressed so we track this problem. sweet.
in good news:
I finished my applications!!
I get to watch extremely hottt boys play soccer today (yay!)
I get to hang out with one of my new bestest friends as we work and raise money for fundraising for europe at the boys tournament.
it can only get better from here. you can only go up from the bottom.
I'm so sick of doctors not being able to tell me what's wrong. I've been to the pediatrician HOW many times? i've had how many test? I even went to a stomach specialists. and all were unable to come up with anything other than... "um, just watch what you eat?? There are no over the counter drugs we can give you"
Finally, the doctor gave me some pills yesterday to take if i get the pain again. Which usually goes away after a day. But this morning i got it again. the pills did help, but i'm so weak from not being able to eat without throwing up that i feel like sleeping for weeks.
so this is my new diet b/c apparently my large intestine is a million times more sensitive than a normal persons:
NO caffeine, sodas, and basically anything else bad for me.
and i have to take these fiber pills everyday.
and i can't be stressed, b/c that makes it worse.
which makes since b/c i basically had a nervous breakdown thursday night which was really scary. and i haven't been eating as well i should lately. so no more coffee. and i have to keep a journal of everything i eat and whether or not i am stressed so we track this problem. sweet.
in good news:
I finished my applications!!
I get to watch extremely hottt boys play soccer today (yay!)
I get to hang out with one of my new bestest friends as we work and raise money for fundraising for europe at the boys tournament.
it can only get better from here. you can only go up from the bottom.