Double Drabble: First Time

Aug 29, 2004 22:52

Title: First Time
Author: Sunshine_315 (sunshine_3152003@yahoo.co.uk)
Archive: Rugbytackling, Green Opals (all others please ask first)
Pairing: Sean/Viggo
Disclaimer: None of this is true and the author does not claim it to be. No disrespect is intended towards the actors mentioned.
Rating: PG-13
Warning: slash, angst
Summary: Viggo’s first time isn’t all it’s cracked up to be
Feedback: Yes please!
Author’s Note: This is for Karen, who asked for first time sex and angst. Thanks for all of your luck on my driver’s test, and I hope you enjoy!



It hurt. Oh God, it hurt. It stretched and it burned and it made Viggo see stars. And not the gold and silvers ones of pleasure, but the black and red ones of pain. Viggo sobbed and he writhed and he tried to escape, but Sean’s grip held him tightly in place as the blond man plundered Viggo’s body again and again and again.

Viggo remembered how this all started. With Sean’s frequent glances at him between takes while shooting. And Orlando’s explanation of his behaviour to Viggo over coffee one morning. Then Viggo’s shy confrontation and mumbled offer to “give it a try”, despite the feeling of apprehension gripping his chest. And the whole cast’s knowledge of what exactly was going on, and using every opportunity to tease them about it.

Dom had told him gay sex felt wonderful. David had said that the key to bottoming was relaxing and trusting in your lover. Elijah had confided to him that he couldn’t imagine a man you could trust more than Sean.

But it wasn’t trust that Viggo felt now, as he lay splayed on his stomach underneath Sean’s sweating body. It wasn’t trust or love. It was pain and it was sadness and it was regret.

It was Viggo’s first time and he knew that he would never forget it.
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