Dec 27, 2004 18:52
Well today seemed boring but I got stuff done thoough
First I went to the gym to renew my membership and work out, but it was so PACKED! I've never seen it so busy before! So I decided that I would come back later.
Then I went to go get a tan, boy that cost me an arm and a leg!
After that I went to my me-ma's and helped pack away the ALL the clothes that don't fit me anymore(to BIG) and the clothes that I just don't wear anymore, to my cousin TAI who lives in SAMOA. She really need them, so I help send them.
Then I went back to the gym to work out around 3ish. I got there and there was hardly anyone there, so i went to go change and when I went to the cardio room it was pretty busy. So I worked out for a good hour then I went back to change and when I was done and came back out the place was
empty! NO JOKE! I started laughing out loud to myself. But speaking of the gym I wish I had, like a "work out buddy" I mean I use to have michelle but she got a Boyfriend and decided that she owuld rather get FAT. So now I don't have anyone to really push me, i need that little extra push sometimes. Like we would always make sure we were going to the gym even if we didn't want to, it was like a compition between us, like who could be better, who could work out longer and faster, it was what I needed. Now I think michelle needs it more that ever!(oh that was mean! OH WELL!) But I decided that I'm going to have a new plan! This is the PLAN:
*I'm gonna work out every day after school
*Starting Jan. 01 no eating after 7pm
*Also I'm starting to drink these energy drinks for lunch so I don't end up eating that much. They are not that bad at all, it's called AMP by moutain due. They don't really give you energy but it makes me not hungry, and if I'm still get what I need in my body but not eating then that is good!
My goal is to lose at least 30LBS in 6 monthes which is really reasonable. I wanna look good for the summer, ya know! and expecially for COLLEGE. I really got to lose this weight if I EVER WANNA GET A MAN TOO! I KNOW that I WILL acomplish this goal! When I want something like this I will acomplish it. Last time I was this determined I lost a good 60LBS in a year, that is pretty reasonable. I thought that would be all I would need to lose but I guess not. I know weight is suppose to be lost because YOU want to LOSE it, not because of someone else or for someone else, or what ever those people that don't know what you are going through say. YES I want to lose the weight for me, it makes me feel better and look better, BUT lets face the facts some people want to lose the weight to look good for someone else. Like me I told myself that I will not stop losing the weight until I get a Boyfriend. I know that sounds DUMB to other people but is the reason I know why I want to lose the want and because I don't have a MAN. Yeah I know some guys like girls that have meat on their bones but they don't want all MEAT! I mean I have a GREAT PERSONALLITY AND I Look good, but all i need to do is lose some more weight and tone up that is all there is to it! I'm not some gurl who is depressed or despriatebecause I don't have a MAN, I have pretty high standards and you got to meet them before I even think about ya. I think I have come a long ways from what I use to look like and I think I look PRETTY DAMN GOOD!(I don't care if that sounded conceded). But that is enough of that talk, I will keep you up dated with every pound I lose!Well until then I will talk to ya later!
Peace Out!
Later!
Jess