good to be home
im so happy to be home. i love my grandparents to death but being there for 3 days it gets tiring. for being 75yrs old my grandma never rest. always on the go non stop my lord. the same with my 84 yr old grandpa. i guess its a good thing that at their age they are able to do that but still damn. but the person who really annoys the hell out of me is my aunt sandy. my family makes going to the park to watch fire works hard. i was about to shoot myself. i was very happy to see my cousin jenny and her family. she looks like she is doing very well considering all shes been thru. my 22yr old cousin has cancer. she just had major surgury 2 months ago. they had to take out her colin and reconstruct her rectom(spelling?). from what i understand they did a temp fix. which is really sad. she is so young and doesnt need to go thru that. then her husband will is in the army. he goes back in 2 weeks. that leaves her with 3 kids on her own. elijha is 3, jacob is 2 and isaac is 1. thats a handfull. my family doesnt talk about it but we all know she doesnt have much longer to live. she only had a 25% chance to make it thru the first surgury. so another one? god makes me wanna cry thinking about it. poor will. then those poor boys. im so in love with those three. they are the cutest little well mannered boys already. shes taught the well. will was like i cant take credit i was in iraq for a yr thats all her. ok new topic im gonna cry. oh i went to a rodeo dance on july 3rd. hot ass cowboys. i danced with a few. i tried to line dance that was pretty funny. but hey i tried at least plus the guy was damn hot. i met this other guy who is a fire man and a cowboy. now he was the hottest guy i swear i have ever seen in my life. his name was brad. i wanted to cry or scream when he said he is from texas. thats not fair. we click right away. sucks. he was tall dark and hot. a fireman and cowboy in one. good lord....