my first time....
hey whats up? this is my first entry here. i think i'm just gonna write in it like i would any other journal i have. so here it goes......
Saturday was like any other saturday pretty much. i got my lazy ass out of bed to make it into work by 6am. work was the same. always is. only thing today was tho. neither of my grl friends were there. i'm gonna call them R. and L. us three are like joined at the hip at work u could say. but i was all alone today. but i was fine. i talk to much anyways so i always can find someone to sit next to and talk to them. i work at a department store(wont say the name) collections department. i'm a 30days bill collector for them. its very very easy. pays good too. last week you could say that R. and i got in kind of a fight. then right after that i got really sick and missed a few days of work. R had said somethings that really hurt my feelings and i told her they did and she got all mad at me. so i got mad i her that she didnt care that what she said hurt me and so forth. we'll she never called me when i was sick to see if i was at least ok since i'm suppose to be her best friend and all. i knew she wouldnt. i told myself this time i wouldnt give in and call her. but i did. dont knw why either. she and i went on my lunch break together. we acted like nothing happened. we always do that. the whole time she sat there go on and on bout some new guy she met at some bar or whatever. there is always a new guy so i didnt really care. they are all the same they only last a week or two. you knw she never asked me if i was feeling better or if i was ok. hell didnt even ask what i had for that matter. i knew she wouldnt. isnt that sad? i think it is. but thats her. my supposed best friend. she only cares bout herself. thats her favorite topic. i guess you can tell i'm getting sick of it. the only time we ever hang out is to go shopping to help her find an outfit to wear to go to a club. but since i''m saving money to buy a new car i dont wanna go shopping. do you think i see her outside of work anymore? nope never. i'm sure you are thinking why am i wasting my time being friends with her if i feel like this. to tell you the truth i dont knw. i guess i'm rethinking all of that. i guess we'll see what happens.