In with the good, out with the bad!
Well there has been alot of changes going on in my life recently. And as my subject says I am going in with the good and out with the bad!! So it's all GREAT changes. Including totally not being in contact with some old friends and people that were just going to bring me down. I am sick and tired of being brought down by other people so I got rid of them! AMEN! And I am happier now because of it!! Now I just gotta learn how to release the bitterness thats been caused from those friendships, and once I can do that I will be gr8!! So it's quite awesome!
On a different note I gotta figure out what I want to do. I've been praying about it and plan to do whatever strikes me as perfect peace in the decision. It's not really a big deal if I decide not to do it, but it's kind of something that needs to be done soon. Okay so heres the deal: Richard told me that the apartment above his place is going up for rent within the next few weeks or few months and told me how much it was. Now by myself I can't afford it obviously cuz hello its EXPENSIVE to live in this area!! However, my cousin Marc is needing to move out of his place with his roomates cuz he hates the living situation. He is a christian, doesnt drink, doesnt smoke, doesnt do drugs, but he also doesnt really go to church. He's just overall a good kid trying to make it on his own! Sorta like me except I'm not on my own anymore. And I feel really bad that my parents are sorta letting me use them. I just live here and help out. Thats it. I mean I work alot but still!!! I feel awful! So I need to get out. And my cousin marc can't afford to live by himself either so my brother thought maybe if me and my cousin got the place together we could afford it. It's a 3 bedroom apartment so theres plenty of space. Plus he works and in his spare time he goes down to a boxing ring and boxes he is preparing for a fight. My brother says he is never home except for a few hours that he gets home and crashes before work. So it would be a really perfect opportunity. And I'd be right above rich and jess incase I need anything or if they need a babysitter!! LOL... And I'd be able to afford it. I haven't even talked to my cousin about it yet cuz I don't want to until Im sure if its something I should do or not. I feel weird cuz I'd be living with a guy. But hes my cousin so it's not like I'd be living with a guy really I'd be living with my cousin! So I dont know..before when richard had talked about me and my cousin should split rent somewhere my mom was like with marc? so she sorta acted like she didn't think it was the greatest idea in the world. And if she thinks that then I respect it and its probably not something I should do.. I'm open to your opinion. And I guess If Im having to ask for an opinion than I'm looking for an excuse that it would be good.. Which means its probably not!!! lol... Thanks! Luvs ya!
On a different note I gotta figure out what I want to do. I've been praying about it and plan to do whatever strikes me as perfect peace in the decision. It's not really a big deal if I decide not to do it, but it's kind of something that needs to be done soon. Okay so heres the deal: Richard told me that the apartment above his place is going up for rent within the next few weeks or few months and told me how much it was. Now by myself I can't afford it obviously cuz hello its EXPENSIVE to live in this area!! However, my cousin Marc is needing to move out of his place with his roomates cuz he hates the living situation. He is a christian, doesnt drink, doesnt smoke, doesnt do drugs, but he also doesnt really go to church. He's just overall a good kid trying to make it on his own! Sorta like me except I'm not on my own anymore. And I feel really bad that my parents are sorta letting me use them. I just live here and help out. Thats it. I mean I work alot but still!!! I feel awful! So I need to get out. And my cousin marc can't afford to live by himself either so my brother thought maybe if me and my cousin got the place together we could afford it. It's a 3 bedroom apartment so theres plenty of space. Plus he works and in his spare time he goes down to a boxing ring and boxes he is preparing for a fight. My brother says he is never home except for a few hours that he gets home and crashes before work. So it would be a really perfect opportunity. And I'd be right above rich and jess incase I need anything or if they need a babysitter!! LOL... And I'd be able to afford it. I haven't even talked to my cousin about it yet cuz I don't want to until Im sure if its something I should do or not. I feel weird cuz I'd be living with a guy. But hes my cousin so it's not like I'd be living with a guy really I'd be living with my cousin! So I dont know..before when richard had talked about me and my cousin should split rent somewhere my mom was like with marc? so she sorta acted like she didn't think it was the greatest idea in the world. And if she thinks that then I respect it and its probably not something I should do.. I'm open to your opinion. And I guess If Im having to ask for an opinion than I'm looking for an excuse that it would be good.. Which means its probably not!!! lol... Thanks! Luvs ya!