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Oh I don't know...
I'm not sad and I'm not depressed and I'm okay really...
I just got asked to play for a funeral.. which is fine... I could use the extra cash for Hawaii. But the songs that these people have asked for ... well, one of them at any rate is a REALLY hard one for me to get through.. I mean I can play it... and it IS just a song... but it's the song that we played for dad's funeral.
When does the hurting really stop? I mean I feel I've come so far... and yet I still feel I have a ways to go before little things like a song brings me to tears. This particular song, "How Great Thou Art" dad always sung... and it was the last song that he and I sung together before he died.
Why in the heck do people want this for funerals???
I'll make it through some how... I know I will.
I'm not sad and I'm not depressed and I'm okay really...
I just got asked to play for a funeral.. which is fine... I could use the extra cash for Hawaii. But the songs that these people have asked for ... well, one of them at any rate is a REALLY hard one for me to get through.. I mean I can play it... and it IS just a song... but it's the song that we played for dad's funeral.
When does the hurting really stop? I mean I feel I've come so far... and yet I still feel I have a ways to go before little things like a song brings me to tears. This particular song, "How Great Thou Art" dad always sung... and it was the last song that he and I sung together before he died.
Why in the heck do people want this for funerals???
I'll make it through some how... I know I will.