so it begins
and so it begins. classes have started and so have captains practice. but for some reason i just cant get excited about it, any of it. once october gets a little bit closer and a routine gets started things might change. but as far as im concerned summer went by way to fast. i rather be back out poolside. oh well, three weeks and it all starts to build. the pressure, the stress, the fear, the anxiety however good or bad it might be. the five am practices, the yelling, the anger, and hopefully by then the excitement. i dont expect it to be understood, because the only way to understand is by living it. and seeing as how only a select few can live it, i plan on being alone through most of it.