Oct 11, 2006 22:14
I found out my grade for week 1 and it was a 71.88 and this isn't an acceptable grade for me. My instructor has set me up with a tutor and so now I fee like a complete failure. I just have this thing when it comes to tutors because I feel like that I'm not good enough or something. I've always hated asking for help even when I was in Kindergarden thru high school. All of my teachers from back then wished that I would have asked for help more often but I never did. Right now I'm scared that I'm going to fail my life drawing class and my GPA will slip below a 2.5 and I'll lose my scholarship. I know that its still early in the session and I have time to really bring up my grade but still I'm scared. I just wish that my instructor would tell me what I really need to work on the most so that I know exactly where to spend some extra time. Well I think I'm going to go to bed and try to read some more of Reichen's book and hopefully make it to chapter 10 or 11 tonight.