Apr 03, 2007 22:31
Why is it that I feel sad or jealous when I hear about someone being pregnant that I went to school with? The only thing that I can figure is that I have strong mothering instincts and plus I wasn't lucky enough to have a close relationship with my mom. I want to be able to provide a child with all the mothers love that I can provide. Yes, I know that I shouldn't be in a rush to want to have a baby since I'm still in school and plus I don't have a boyfriend yet. Either way I feel like I'm being left behind or something.