I'm back!! :o)
It's definitely been a while.
I feel like starting this again. I know that no one reads it anymore, but that's okay cause I like to write more for myself than for other people. It helps me to destress and get all of my feelings out.
So I just finished my first semester of college. It wasn't as horrible and as awful as I had originally thought it would be. Actually, it's been really good for me. I feel like I've grown up a lot. I don't feel as immature and as dependent on other people for every single thing like I used to be. I mean obviously I'm not all grown up and completely independent, but I have grown up a little bit. I've learned to deal with different situations, and I've learned to be strong....that's been especially hard. I didn't want to learn, that's for sure. But life is the way it is, and I have to deal with it. I'm happy at least, and I guess that's all that matters in the end. I know I'll be happier in a few years, though, when I finally have my best friend back.
Well, that's all for tonight. I'm so excited about Christmas!! yay! :o)
love, manda
I feel like starting this again. I know that no one reads it anymore, but that's okay cause I like to write more for myself than for other people. It helps me to destress and get all of my feelings out.
So I just finished my first semester of college. It wasn't as horrible and as awful as I had originally thought it would be. Actually, it's been really good for me. I feel like I've grown up a lot. I don't feel as immature and as dependent on other people for every single thing like I used to be. I mean obviously I'm not all grown up and completely independent, but I have grown up a little bit. I've learned to deal with different situations, and I've learned to be strong....that's been especially hard. I didn't want to learn, that's for sure. But life is the way it is, and I have to deal with it. I'm happy at least, and I guess that's all that matters in the end. I know I'll be happier in a few years, though, when I finally have my best friend back.
Well, that's all for tonight. I'm so excited about Christmas!! yay! :o)
love, manda