hmm...
so ya.... well the last few days have been a living nightmare and absolutely miserable.
Anyways some of you well actually most of you know what happened between me and Nickolas and it isnt as bad as some people are making it. personally it isnt anyones problem except mine and Nicks. so ill tell of ya so yall can quit asking. my parents are jerk holes and dont exactly let me and Nick hang out right now because my grades arent where they should be. so everytime we try to hang out and do things together my mom gets frustrated and then i piss her off then she calls him names even though she doesnt mean it at all. she likes him but she knows it pisses me off when she calls him these names so she does it. so it puts a lot of stress and pain on both of us especially him. so thats pretty much why we broke up or whatever because it put alot of stress on him and hes tired of it and i dont blame him totally. the thing that gets me is that he couldnt wait just 3/4 more weeks until school was out to be together. my parentals said that as soon as school was out we could be together. he doesnt understand. its very difficult. doesnt make sense, well it does but it doesnt.
anyways todays his birthday and its probably the hardest day ever to deal with. god.....
i guess the only thing i can say is that if things are meant to be, then things will work out the way they are supposed to. im only hoping for the best outcome.
i dont need any sympathy from people unless you feel the need. im strong and can get through this by myself even though i shouldnt try to go on by myself but im gonna.
enough-
C'est la vive-
Love
Liv's broken heart ;(