Jun 10, 2004 13:29
so much time I wasted on you.
hmmm... well yesterday was an ok-day.
i talked to ryan & linds pretty much all day.
I was planning on going to linds' today, but i cant. =/
last night; something just hit me.
its amazing how out of nowhere things will just start running through your mind. And all the while you just want to let go so badly.
here, a little sympathy, for you to waste on me.
i keep asking myself if this is what i really want? I cant pretend like i dont care; i cant keep telling myself he was never there...
;I can feel you breathing.. and it's keeping me awake.