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Apr 20, 2006 15:56

yea so basically i have the bestest friend in the world!!!!! 
 chillen' with me over spring break, chillen' smokin' wuteva and he took me to the RANGERS GAME!!!!!!!!!!!! it was so cool i was like the ONLY teenage girl there! weird, but fun. all the drunk men stared. they lost but i was still a memorable experiance. most deffinately. TONY SMITH is MY bub!!!!!!!!!!!!
over break i also went to LONg IsLAnD with GAbby to visit her fammie!! which was cool too. we have lot's o lot's of fun and then we chilled at Jones Beach!!!!!!!!! which was awesome! we were running to get "underneath" one of the PLanes flying over head, so i ran to get under it , and then well i wasn't looking where i was going and ran into the ocean, in a SKIRT and everything... he he he fun, not the oprotive word. it was FRICKEN COLLLLLDDD!!!!! omg but i was happy none the less. yea so that was chill. hmm then when i was on the beach i was thinking of the last time i was on a beach and who i was with..... suprisingly i didn't feel bad or sad, just contemplative. 
APPPARENTLY.................................
" jacqueline, you have no shame, do u understand the concept of humility? i don't think you do " were the words from whence my teacher said to me this afternoon. weird and kind of odd i was really shocked. now im just confused and i think he's right. i don't have any sense of shame, ill do and say almost anything... well now a days anyway. i don't know if that was his way of telling me to work harder, but he also said " you NEED to STOP making Excuses!" apparently i do that too, actually i know i do and it bothers me. 
Currently i am watching GARDEN STATE. awesome movie.
i really think im going to do really shitty at NYSSMA, really i do.
TODAY the holidays of all holidays...
yesterday i went to elmsford with heather , chilled visited ppl and  ate some food. went to heathers and skipped out on practice. then i refused to go home. i didn't want to go home, i love heather and her family and you know what i had the BEST nights SLEEP in a long long time. and i figured i haven't really been sleeping at all when im home, it's deffinately a toxic environment. absolutely. any way... w/e have a good 4/20 guys
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