i think im trying to wake up.. but i cant

[sunsetsnuhcrash]

its been weird. people are complaining all over the place for love and for comfort. people constantly whine for attention and scream for someone to hold them. why do people sit and complain about not being loved, about not ever having any fun or friends or what have you? people should get out and dosomething about it. meet new people or something. call old friends.. just do something. love is out waiting for you, you just have to go find it.

i know i sit here and complain the most outof all of you, but im trying to do something about my sadness. sometimes you just cant do anything about it, but im trying as hard as i can. im meeting new people, and its wonderful.

[the sight of his smile, his blue eyes. i yearn for his touch just once more.]