Can't stop crying..and i haven't slept in over 24 hours.
Hey yall. yesterday was the worst day of my whole life. Patrick left fer Caverd or w/e for a whole fucking month so i wont see him at all and i didnt even have my cell phone ith me when he called so i didnt get to say bye. but he left a message saying he loved me and he was going to miss me and all that. yeah ive listened to it about 90 times now. I've been thinking about him all night thats why i couldnt go to sleep. And it's weird..im tired but i know im not going to be able to go to sleep so im not even going to try anymore. yeah and i didnt get to see him before he left either so yeah this is pretty depresing. i dont know what to do. God i feel terrible. and i dont know why. Well im going to go try to stop crying..I'll update later today maybe..
*i love him...
*i love him...