Nov 10, 2006 14:29
Butterflies flutter by, our heads held high. Say goodbye to the wind as it takes our souls like leaves on the ground and monarchs in the sky. Chasing the leaves through the streets paved with the suffering of our worn down hands. Weary are we as we pass into the night under branches of the trees lining the road. Into the meadow to congregate with the butterflies. Taking our minds off of the troubles at hand as we let go and fly away into the sky. Hold my wing with yours as we watch the Earth shrink under us. An escape. A great escape.
I can't stop listening to the new In First Person album. Possibly the most amazing, inspiring album I have heard in years out of the dismal hardcore scene. Amazing.
I need to start working out more. I'm sick of the way I look. It's time for a change. I feel that it's criminal that I let myself go throughout my life so far. A real shame. I never used to care. The last year or so I have cared. I'm also glad that there are certain people around me who care also. It's a nice feeling to have. Being cared about. I am sick of being a disappointment to people.
There are some great new people in my life. Is it weird that I don't mention names in my journal? I kind of like the anonymity more so than dropping a ton of names. But you all know who you are.
I also need to begin to push myself harder in school. I figure that since I'm changing my lifestyle now that I might as well continue to change everything in my life for the better, right?
I'm feeling sick today for the first time in a while. I hope to get better soon. It sucks being sick. It's a real, major bumout.
I think that this is the longest entry I have written in my journal in a long, long time. I think it sort of needs a minor overhaul, don't you agree? I wish I was better with HTML or had someone to help me re-design it (HINT HINT).
I haven't been to a great show in a while, but the Chris Conley / Dan Andriano show the other night was INCREDIBLE. One of the greatest shows I've ever seen. Chris played a million and a half acoustic Saves the Day songs and this was possibly one of the greatest times I've ever seen Saves the Day in any incarnation. I sort of hope that this tour is a one time thing, though, since it's already earned a place in my heart.
Rutgers beat Louisville last night in one of the greatest football games I have ever witnessed with my own two eyes. This will be on Classic Sports TV in the future for generations to watch. Finally the team I've cheered for for all 20 years of my life is proving themselves to be worth a damn. It's good to be a fan of Rutgers right now (even if the bandwagon jumpers are sort of lame).