Oct 10, 2007 13:41
ok so i have some time to kill before work and wanted to write something artistic because i am feeling inspired
fast paced lies and life non-stop
senseless commotion of mouths moving towards the inevitable endings
possibilities paramount and colors to express every condition
the condition of the human condition... priceless
"if only you knew forever forgot you, maybe you could save yourself"
if only we didn't live amongst the left overs of the dead and the lies of the dying
wishing and prayers shed hope but no light
the tunnel still exhists in time and space
we travel throught it, sometimes dragging our feet and clinging to the sides
holding on the fleeting moments
"wish you were here" (pink floyd)
memories are meant to be left in the dust and progress is wastefull
the equivelant of youth angst experienced by all ages
...sometimes you need to grab life by the balls before it grabs you... (metaphore)
it is our condition to be responsible for our actions and be aware of how we impact the world around us
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ok so not ALL boys suck, but i can name a few particular ones that currently do because of recent events
there's one i want to punch... and then hand him back his class ring.
...i don't even know what happened. and i don't even care anymore.
no wonder i have trust issues. he told me he was legit. and he was, until he wasn't anymore because something in his head changed and he stopped talking to me. (he claims to be bi-polar). not so legit. he has no balls. i am gonna give him a wake up call. hopefully this will be settled before this weekend. i just need to get rid of his stuff, confront him, and gain some peace of mind by saying my last words to the liar.
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ignore that, ignore this
needed to vent and breathe a little lighter
talked to a good friend on the phone today who understands me VERY well
always looking out for me <3
"hit him with a good one-two, left-right combo."
::sigh:: i am waiting, burried in work until then
hopefully only until later tonight