we're all going to hell

[sunsetrose]

well i think it's official, nothing is ever going to change,
i feel like every time i make some drastic effort.... say, to study abroad,
i get stuck in my tracks by a negatove outside force called money...

if only i wasn't pretty much full scholarship, if only my luck didn't utterly suck at times...
and life gets me down, because i feel trapped... trapped and stranded.

it's not really bad at all up here, i am just foul-tempered lately...
meh, i guess it's my fault and my problem

::sideways lip scrunch::
this face means i don't wanna
~the bitch~