quietness caused reflection
Wow, lately, in livejournal, I haven't seen anyone post much... at least not my friends. I shouldn't talk. I've been MUCH quieter at times. However, it caused me to reflect upon some of my older entries, and I realized some things about myself. I realized how depressed I felt not having someone there for me and be there for him. I really don't know why I felt that any more than that I felt a need for people, and my friends, at that time, just weren't enough. On top of that, I was still closeted. Yes, I still am, but I'm much less so.
I know I still get as depressed, but it doesn't happen as often. What depresses me most is being home, especially when the older of my sisters is here. It brings unneeded tension.
Nothing really new to report. Maybe some other time...
I know I still get as depressed, but it doesn't happen as often. What depresses me most is being home, especially when the older of my sisters is here. It brings unneeded tension.
Nothing really new to report. Maybe some other time...