seven~
[ Why do I have to be so selfish sometimes? It did turn out fine afterward, but... I was so scared when Oishi started talking like that. I don't want something to end just because of my selfishness...
There's no point worrying about it, now. What's done is done, and I think things are going to be just fine. It makes a good lesson for me, reflecting on it, though. Being selfish is probably my least favorite facet of my personality, so I want to do something about it. I don't think it's as simple as just not... being selfish since I was brought up as the youngest of a family of five children and it's hard to cut out aspects that have been there since you were a young child, but... yeah. I'm gonna work on that.
Sometimes I reaaally wonder how Oishi puts up with me the way he does. ]
Everyone's said all they need to about this weekend. Kyoto really is pretty, but I think I'd rather go back on a day when it's not waterfalling on top of us.
Remember how I mentioned Akako-nee and her boyfriend wanted to take Oishi and I out for dinner? We~ell, as it turns out (and I've suspected them all along!), they're planning to get married~ I'm so happy for her - she'll be the first of us five who does settle down completely. She's still been living at home while she has been going to school, but since she graduates this year, I think she's planning on moving out this summer. It's gonna be weird to not have her around, anymore, but... hee. I'm looking so forward to this~ She's wanted it for so long, and I really like her boyfriend. He'll take good care of her.
Rain, rain, go away~
Marui-kun~ Any updates about this beach party you and Sengoku were planning? ^_~ The rain really doesn't seem like it wants to stop right now, but after the rainy season has passed would probably be a good idea. I think everyone's anxious to do things that doesn't involve getting wet 'cause of rain.
There's no point worrying about it, now. What's done is done, and I think things are going to be just fine. It makes a good lesson for me, reflecting on it, though. Being selfish is probably my least favorite facet of my personality, so I want to do something about it. I don't think it's as simple as just not... being selfish since I was brought up as the youngest of a family of five children and it's hard to cut out aspects that have been there since you were a young child, but... yeah. I'm gonna work on that.
Sometimes I reaaally wonder how Oishi puts up with me the way he does. ]
Everyone's said all they need to about this weekend. Kyoto really is pretty, but I think I'd rather go back on a day when it's not waterfalling on top of us.
Remember how I mentioned Akako-nee and her boyfriend wanted to take Oishi and I out for dinner? We~ell, as it turns out (and I've suspected them all along!), they're planning to get married~ I'm so happy for her - she'll be the first of us five who does settle down completely. She's still been living at home while she has been going to school, but since she graduates this year, I think she's planning on moving out this summer. It's gonna be weird to not have her around, anymore, but... hee. I'm looking so forward to this~ She's wanted it for so long, and I really like her boyfriend. He'll take good care of her.
Rain, rain, go away~
Marui-kun~ Any updates about this beach party you and Sengoku were planning? ^_~ The rain really doesn't seem like it wants to stop right now, but after the rainy season has passed would probably be a good idea. I think everyone's anxious to do things that doesn't involve getting wet 'cause of rain.