ugh
i just had the worst day of my life
ive felt like CRAP.. and i mean crap.. like the worst crap there is.. alllll day.. ALLLLL day
i hate being a girl sometimes.. if you know what i mean
My brother is an ASSHOLE.. he's so mean to me.. he's so violent and abusive and horrible.. i hate him.. i try to be nice to him, but the second i say something wrong or joke around he's all up in my face and hitting me.. and my parents get mad at him and yell at him but it doesnt really do anything.. i mean, my brother beats up my dad too.. its really sad.. he's gonna be an abusive husband i just know it. so yeah i feel like CRAP today and he still messes with me and hits me really hard in the head with a hard pillow when he knows i have a headache. i hate him and i wish he would just go away
i need a hug.. like a serious hug.. too bad no one likes giving me hugs
to make my day better i had to go to work which i HATE and i wanna quit sooo bad.. and i will once i can drive. Never work at ColdStone.. it sucks.. unless you like cleaning gross crap and making ice cream for mean customers.. i hate it so much..
if it wasnt for Lindsay at work, whom i absolutly love.. i think i'd.. kill myslef
so i come home and my brother is a total dickhead to me.. again, i hate him
anndd then i find my friends are going to the beach tomorrow.. and i really really wanna go.. but i cant because i have to work.. and not only do i have to work.. i have to work for 8 hours.. i just hope i dont totally break down tomorrw.. like i am right now..
im just sick of it all.. i feel un loved and like crap
sorry if it sounds like im complaining.. like anyone is reading this.. but i dont have anyone to talk to right now..
i cant even see so im gonna stop..
ive felt like CRAP.. and i mean crap.. like the worst crap there is.. alllll day.. ALLLLL day
i hate being a girl sometimes.. if you know what i mean
My brother is an ASSHOLE.. he's so mean to me.. he's so violent and abusive and horrible.. i hate him.. i try to be nice to him, but the second i say something wrong or joke around he's all up in my face and hitting me.. and my parents get mad at him and yell at him but it doesnt really do anything.. i mean, my brother beats up my dad too.. its really sad.. he's gonna be an abusive husband i just know it. so yeah i feel like CRAP today and he still messes with me and hits me really hard in the head with a hard pillow when he knows i have a headache. i hate him and i wish he would just go away
i need a hug.. like a serious hug.. too bad no one likes giving me hugs
to make my day better i had to go to work which i HATE and i wanna quit sooo bad.. and i will once i can drive. Never work at ColdStone.. it sucks.. unless you like cleaning gross crap and making ice cream for mean customers.. i hate it so much..
if it wasnt for Lindsay at work, whom i absolutly love.. i think i'd.. kill myslef
so i come home and my brother is a total dickhead to me.. again, i hate him
anndd then i find my friends are going to the beach tomorrow.. and i really really wanna go.. but i cant because i have to work.. and not only do i have to work.. i have to work for 8 hours.. i just hope i dont totally break down tomorrw.. like i am right now..
im just sick of it all.. i feel un loved and like crap
sorry if it sounds like im complaining.. like anyone is reading this.. but i dont have anyone to talk to right now..
i cant even see so im gonna stop..