Dec 10, 2004 12:46
Oye today is so boring, i'm getting my hair done which makes me very happy, then i am going out to eat with my fam and getting another cat ofr my grams b/c we had to put her to sleep.. Thennn i get to see my ewey for an hour and a half.. yay.. So ya here is my random rank for the day..
College
Pros:
- I get to meet new people and make a whole bunch of new frineds while i am there.
- College is fun, i'm gonna be on my own, i get to do w/e i really want..
- I get to learn alot more about my self like how smart i really am when it comes to my medical skills etc..
- I get to learn about stuff that actually interests me not friggin trasnlations in geo but micro biology etc..
- I wont have to worry about paying any bills or making money..
- I will probably have an awsome social life, parties etc.
- I can get away from the people who i just dont wanna see ever lol..
- I can learn how to live on my own in a sense and take care of my self..
- I will never have to see Gamble ever again lol..
Cons:
- What if i suck and i get bad grades even tho i try..
- I knwo it wont happen but its still in the back of my mind that i wont ever see evean and that we could grow apart from it.
- What if i am just up to my arms in work all the time and i wont have personal time to my self..
- Will i gain weight from living the college life, i dont drink so i'm not worried about those cals but what happens if i just stop excerising like i am now and i just gain so much weight.
- Professors in college are harder and less lenient, this isnt something u can mes sup this is your future, that is so much stress..
- I DO NOT WANT TO BE CONSUMED IN STRESS..
- What happens if i dont make new friends and i miss the people back at home..
- I guess i am just scared that i will lose goin to college i wish that i could just look in to the future and know what was going to happen so that i could prepare my self for it. but hey that would be to easy huh...
I guess i wont know whats going to happen intill it does happen, i guess that the whole part of just growing up and all that fun, might as well enjoy my care free days in high school.. sighhh...
My legs hurt from running, i hope thats a good thing lol..
I have to pee lol..
Ok bye
<3 Tee o0o0o Wee