head like a hole...
WTF..... bombs in london, a hurricane in Florida. I hope everyone is ok- seb especially
at times I feel better.... only to drift again into the deep, enveloping darkness....
seeing NIN mid August, I hope that it lives up to my own personal expectations.... I mean I REALLY hope
I am writing alot of music, that seems to happen when you are down in it, never when you are happy.... I don't get it, what incentive do I have to get better ? how do I know anything is even wrong...
drank a bottle of red last night, just me, my guitar and the heater.... 2001 cabernet sauvignion
went to sleep...... i'm so tired of waking up.... alone....
I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel
I stabbed my beating heart, with cold and blackened steel
now it's done, my heart is dead and I don't even care,
for you are somewhere else, I am still right here
I'm mad at the world
I'm sad at the world
Both should just leave for I'm
in love with a girl
(....miK....)
at times I feel better.... only to drift again into the deep, enveloping darkness....
seeing NIN mid August, I hope that it lives up to my own personal expectations.... I mean I REALLY hope
I am writing alot of music, that seems to happen when you are down in it, never when you are happy.... I don't get it, what incentive do I have to get better ? how do I know anything is even wrong...
drank a bottle of red last night, just me, my guitar and the heater.... 2001 cabernet sauvignion
went to sleep...... i'm so tired of waking up.... alone....
I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel
I stabbed my beating heart, with cold and blackened steel
now it's done, my heart is dead and I don't even care,
for you are somewhere else, I am still right here
I'm mad at the world
I'm sad at the world
Both should just leave for I'm
in love with a girl
(....miK....)