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no school till sept. 20! which is awesome and all but damn its taking away from my spring break :( and i really wanted to go to panama city damn u frances n ivan!! this has been such a long as week...i swear basically hangin out every night with the same ppl doin the same damn thing. it aint bad tho. last night laur slept over and we chilled with some ppl, then tonite i think we're gonna go to my friends party..i dunno. i had so much stress and i just didnt want it anymnre so i think i hit my breaking point and i just let go of everything that brought me down. and i mean it hurts alot more then i make it seem to people but still i know i have to do it. its like if u keep fighting for something thats not there anymore all its goin to do is cause u more pain. i dunno im keepin myself busy not thinkin about shyt like that goin out wit friends havin a good time. i decided im gonna get my tongue pierced in like 2 weeks. its gonna hurt so bad but whatever it'll look cool as fuck. for real that shit is gonna look badass and i talked to the lady and she said she can do it bc everyone knows i have a gimp fuckin tongue lol. wow...this is the first time in awhile i havent had anyone over and im alone...its kinda scary..i know its depressing now, i hate being alone thats when u think and when i think all i do is get depressed. whatever i'm sure everything will be fine, he'll be fine too. he doesnt even care anymore. but anyways i gotta go shower n shyt then go out. everyone be safe and i luv ya xoxo