Shit
I need to lose 60lbs in 6 months. Yikes. My blood sugar is wacky and I gained all the weight in the world plus,back....bad things happened and I ate every feeling. Fuck what was I thinking?
I want to move to Tennessee right now and start my life. But I'm here, and in Watertown...bleh nothing to do! I can't even get an interesting date. I want a date. Just conversation and some flirting. Nothing more. :(
Anywho. In the hospital I capped at 210. I haven't been on a scale in 3 months. How am I going to lose 60lbs in 6months without staying so focused on never eating again...exercising until I can't breathe...no sleeping and pills, pills, pills to keep me awake and to keep the hunger away.
Eat, exercise, sleep, go to work, shower...that's all I have to do. Why is this so hard?
I am forever in search of a support system. I never made that great of friends and I need to. where are my friends? where am I?
I want to move to Tennessee right now and start my life. But I'm here, and in Watertown...bleh nothing to do! I can't even get an interesting date. I want a date. Just conversation and some flirting. Nothing more. :(
Anywho. In the hospital I capped at 210. I haven't been on a scale in 3 months. How am I going to lose 60lbs in 6months without staying so focused on never eating again...exercising until I can't breathe...no sleeping and pills, pills, pills to keep me awake and to keep the hunger away.
Eat, exercise, sleep, go to work, shower...that's all I have to do. Why is this so hard?
I am forever in search of a support system. I never made that great of friends and I need to. where are my friends? where am I?