Jan 13, 2005 20:02
I didn't get much sleep last night. Probably because the Suns getting killed by the Jazz gave me a hard slap to the face.
Not just the fact that we lost a game, but more the fact that I abandon all hope of us winning our first championship after 37 years. For awhile, I actually thought that this would finally be the year. I now realize that I was a fool to think that.
Over the past few weeks, I've been losing my faith. My faith in religion, faith in my life, faith in my spirit, and now faith in my team. I don't know what else I have left.
I was a fool to believe in all of that. What's the point in believing when all you believe in is a lost cause?