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This my friends has been the worst year of my life. Both of my grandparents have now died. I got a call at 8:36 that my grandmother had just passed. While, she was 93 years old and had enjoyed a rather full and rich life it doesn't make dealing with her death any easier. Being older doesn't make it any easier. I have a busy 10 days ahead of me and I don't know how I'm gonna pick up the pieces and do it. She is my granny, my favorite relative, and I was her favorite granddaughter...though im one of four... and now she's gone. What am I gonna do? I have to get it done and being the true trooper that I am I will. To make this an even worse weekend...the whole Carissa ordeal. God bless her. She's been through so much. I wish I could call her and talk to her right now, but shes going through enough on her own.
I just wanted to let you all know so when I walk by with a blank stare on my face and don't say anything to you...its not that I'm mad or I hate you...It's just me trying to hold it together.
I just wanted to let you all know so when I walk by with a blank stare on my face and don't say anything to you...its not that I'm mad or I hate you...It's just me trying to hold it together.