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Just when I think he can't hurt me anymore. He finds a way to completely devastate me. But I've finally gotten it. I'm THAT dumb girl. It's so easy to see that you're friends are dating bastards, but you never think the guy you are with can be one. But I got it. He is a Grade A Bastard. I feel so used and so vulnerable right now. On top of other not so good news today, I really didn't need this. Oh the fuck well, I suppose it's better that I got it now instead of letting him use me again over Christmas, losing that much more of my heart. That Jo Dee Messina song comes to mind..."I hope she leaves you with your fire burning and no way to put it out. There ain't no doubt...you're a fool hearted man."