changes
Things are off. Unsteady. Confused. But simple. We're like facebook official. Which is weird. just an odd feeling... I've always done single, i've always been good single... but its odd.
Cassies home, for her grandmas funeral... but home nonetheless so its nice to chat with her a bit. we're supposed to catch up. other than at the services. Her grandma used to put us up for spring break in highschool. We'd play in Huntington for a week at a time. I miss cass... I miss having friends that I discuss more than work and TV with.
At least I used to have a routine. I think things will get better... like once we move and I have stuff to do. Living at my folks is like being cooped up. Nothing to do really. All of my journals/art stuff/books are packed up in boxes. All of my personal toys are in boxes too.
Just a gloooomy day. Tomorrow will be better, things should get better.
Maybe I just need to get laid, like really laid. But guys make sex so complicated. Good lord I'm a mess.
Cassies home, for her grandmas funeral... but home nonetheless so its nice to chat with her a bit. we're supposed to catch up. other than at the services. Her grandma used to put us up for spring break in highschool. We'd play in Huntington for a week at a time. I miss cass... I miss having friends that I discuss more than work and TV with.
At least I used to have a routine. I think things will get better... like once we move and I have stuff to do. Living at my folks is like being cooped up. Nothing to do really. All of my journals/art stuff/books are packed up in boxes. All of my personal toys are in boxes too.
Just a gloooomy day. Tomorrow will be better, things should get better.
Maybe I just need to get laid, like really laid. But guys make sex so complicated. Good lord I'm a mess.