distance to your home

[sunrise__sunset]

if feels really shitty when u are distant from someone
its just like a feeling that they are not apart of your life
maybe even dead
and like their location doesnt even matter
where they live
and not even how much you see them
just being close keeps it tight

i had a dream that i was with my brother on like a peer and there were 2 of my brother and one of the 2 when in a plane and it crashed and was like hanging from something and all the people were hangingout and like screaming and i watched my brother fall and splatter on the ground and die
yet i look to my left and my brother was right there one of the 2 and we started crying together and walked off the peer

i think this is very symbolic in many ways especially how there were 2 of my brother and they weren't twins i know for a fact
its like he was crying because he was gone
and i was crying cuz he was gone

its from contradicting because im not even close with my brother
i mean i wouldnt want him to die
but like right now were fighting and shit cuz we just spent 2 weeks together non stop

i wish i used this more i would write the most here
i wish laura made entries for me too