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Jan 15, 2011 01:34

I got an REI catalogue in the post box two days ago. I had such trouble getting one sent to me. Evan seemed the only one who could. Obviously I wondered. A nice little gesture?

Still wonder if it was him who responded?

Had nightmares the other night and not even ones about plane crashes. Actual nightmares with monsters. I was somewhere, near a bridge actually, and there was someone with me. When I turned to speak to him he turned purple and had gills or something. I was so scared. Then someone else came up and just started talking to me, completely normally. Then I realized I was schzophrenic. Only I could see the monster and that was almost worse. I turned back to the monster and asked what he was doing. He said I was a product of my own fear. My own desire to be alone created him. Like the guy in watchmen, the pirate whose fear led him to create his worst fear.

150 days today. It's not any easier.
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