May 04, 2005 22:40
Tonight was AMAZING at Adrenaline. Some nights you just know God is there and ready to work, tonight was one of those nights for more reason than one. Davey T is so gifted...he could very possibly be the next David Crowder or Chris Tomlin. The best songs we do are the ones that have come from his heart, lucky blessed guy! Girls made life changing decisions, high schoolers were able to share their faith and one very special girl seems to have returned from a stuper...that's a good night!
On another note, God is moving at home too. He's totally tearing me down in my personal life, but in the same repsect he's keeping me psyched up with the kids. I'm getting very clear direction from him that it's time to move on. Time to move out, time to work, time to grow up. Oddly enough I feel ready, I'm actually jumping out of my skin to get going now that I feel led. I signed up for the LSAT...June 6th! I'm taking a chance. I've realized that never risking failure also means never having the chance at a big success. Small risk, small payoff...big risk, big payoff. Why didn't I get this earlier...it's totally finance! I'm risking everyone thinking I'll do great on the LSAT for the chance of doing amazing and going to law school somewhere exotic...NYC, Georgetown, who knows! I'm also looking to get a "career job" so that I can move out. I want to buy a house and rent out rooms to roomates. This could be exciting, time to have my own place again. I love my folks and I'm so greatful for their generousity, but it's a good sign to them that I feel ready to move on.
I feel so full of love and joy...I love moments like this. Kisses all around. You're amazing!