thoughts before bed
i just got home from a preview screening of 'burn after reading'. it was a film about nothing but i enjoyed it tres much. and now i am more in love with john malkovich than i ever was.
today i had a meeting with some other members of my research team and we figured things out. it always surprises me at how little universities and society in general gives a shit about Indigenous knowledge systems or even 'Other' ways of thinking. this makes me mad and want to stick it to the man. but i am told i need to wait and be patient. i'll try.
i've started taking hippie 'ultimate greens' tablets full of spirulina, wheat grass and barley grass which make my poo ultimately green. it has improved my general energy levels though so i shall continue.
being far away from stu is hard! i sometimes feel a sense of disconnect from him. like after a phone conversation i really just want him to be around so i can continue talking or expressing my feelings. then i feel resentful. after a few minutes i tell myself to lighten up and stop bitchin. then i'm over it. some days are harder than others - i think its when i have had a hard day at work that i feel it more. i just need to share things with someone. i wonder how couples who live far away from each other all the time do it? or single people? come to think of it i can't remember what i did when i was single. oh wait. i smoked. thaaaat's what i did!
today i had a meeting with some other members of my research team and we figured things out. it always surprises me at how little universities and society in general gives a shit about Indigenous knowledge systems or even 'Other' ways of thinking. this makes me mad and want to stick it to the man. but i am told i need to wait and be patient. i'll try.
i've started taking hippie 'ultimate greens' tablets full of spirulina, wheat grass and barley grass which make my poo ultimately green. it has improved my general energy levels though so i shall continue.
being far away from stu is hard! i sometimes feel a sense of disconnect from him. like after a phone conversation i really just want him to be around so i can continue talking or expressing my feelings. then i feel resentful. after a few minutes i tell myself to lighten up and stop bitchin. then i'm over it. some days are harder than others - i think its when i have had a hard day at work that i feel it more. i just need to share things with someone. i wonder how couples who live far away from each other all the time do it? or single people? come to think of it i can't remember what i did when i was single. oh wait. i smoked. thaaaat's what i did!