i'm really not good at keeping up witht this thing...

[sunnyshortcake]

First thing that i'm sure you'll want to know, i didn't ask the guy out. i was all ready to and i was pumped up (thank you HB)but then i talked to him and i got nervous and couldn't do it. we did hang out in a group though. we took pictures and we sat together and i was all happy. especially since he came for the sole purpose of hanging out. he remembered and kept his promise :D i know i don't hve a shot with him but i can't help it. another friend said i should "just forget about him." how the hell do i do that?!? he's my friend aside from my wanting to ask him out. lately he's been a big part of my life. if anyone has suggestions on how to stop thinking about him, please tell me. i'd really like to know.

alright, i have class soon so i should get going. i'll try to update later.

have a great day :)