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Well I haven't written in forever. I'm not dead.
Let's see.
The house is good. I really love it although it is expensive as most things are here. We are managing with my prodding of Ryan. I feel like I have another child. The bills need to be paid. It's not the mortgage or van payment. It's the power etc. Pay the bills. Rocket science.
We aren't getting along the best. I won't write it all here of course. We are going on 19 years and my patience is thin. It's a long story. But I think it's on it's last leg to be honest.
The kids are good. Anna is in grade 12 now. She's going to graduate. She did great in grade 11. Olivia is in grade 8 and changed schools so her and Eve will be in the same one. Less driving for me and only two schools. I do a lot of driving.
We do a lot of soccer and Olivia does dance now. Ryan coaches both teams and is the Vice President of the soccer board. He puts on a great front and lots of people think he's god and the greatest. Sometimes I want to say ok you can think that when you see what I see. Ugh.
My mother and I are doing ok. Getting better. My brother and I are not. He stuck his nose into my business are always. We finally cleaned out the rest of our stuff from her house and my brother was a dick. We won't be friends.
We are planning our summer vacation and at the moment I'm just not into it this year. I'd rather stay home honestly.
I have been working with my friend Christina who I have known since I was in grade 7. We are doing grouting in new construction houses. Only in Alberta can you build a $500,000 that's not even sold yet. I like the job. Limited women around which I hate working with. I'm not getting paid a lot but it works around the kids and makes Ryan complain less. I do like it. Very hard work but I feel great after. It's like a work out.
That's about it for now. I'll write again soon. Not even sure who still follows me on this. Haha