Jul 26, 2006 21:26
although we're all destined to die, why not live a little?
our bodies will sag eventually and become mishaped, so why not get a tattoo while it still looks good? it makes sense. you probably will regret later on in life, but you'll have to keep thinking to yourself that it was good while it lasted. and honestly, memories always last. sometimes i wish i could replay memories, so i could change the future. or to delete some. either one, and i'd enjoy that.
honestly, we all try to stay away from drugs, but i believe drugs make you think.
sometimes you think of the craziest things, and for some odd reason you see everything clearer than when you're sober.it makes no sense to the people who has never tried them, but to the people who have, they understand.
nothing seems to grab my attention anymore. weird huh?
-i didn't notice there was another car in my garage for 4 days now.
when i've been waiting for another car for the longest time, and now i have one.
-i didn't notice that my dad drinks more than usual. and now i have from last night.
somethings missing in my life, but i don't know what it is. just something feels, different. maybe it's my heart, but than again, it might just be the drugs. who knows?
i won't complain. i probably will in the morning.
i had about 6or7or8 sessions....(i stopped counting) i'm not quite sure, that's my guess.
oh and a line. goodness gracious. what a great day for a smoke out, i woke up tired today.
not bad. i came home to an empty house full of food and air condictioning.
hannah is my best friend. wow, but janet get's angry if i have more than one best friend.
i love janet as a best friend as well, but she gets so angry at me and than we don't talk. than it happens all over again. i love her so much for being there for me, though.
jane has also been my best friend since freshman year, but we never get to chill together.
she gets jealous and sad when i chill with hannah, but it's resonable. i miss her too.
but i am always so happy when i chill with hannah and that's what you get when you have a best friend like her. i sound gay, but i'm fucking gone. body high and everything.
i know im making an entry out of my ass, but i'm fucking stamped. what a nice fucking high. nothing bad tripped me. i love this. i just have so much on my mind and i can't get it all out. i want to shake it all out, or maybe i'll just go out for a cig break.
i can't believe senior year is starting. fuck! one more year left & i can go to my savoy to relax with my best friend. in a haven to save our sanity.
kick da game. Spit yo' game, talk yo shit, grab yo gat, call your clicks.
notorious b.i.g feat bone thugs- notorious thugz