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I just feel like cryimg so much. I am trying so hard to eat less and more healthy and and doing a damn good job. I am also going back to the gym and have lost some weight. I need to do this and want to do this. It is hard seeing how much it hurts my dad though. He is underweight and need to eat more and is struggling with it and seeing me do what he wants is making him even more depressed. He is so unhappy and I don't think he will ever be happy with his weight.