Good old Sunnydale...or not.
Its so...quiet in the house without Dawn here. I know that Giles taking her to England with him is much better right now. I can't handle her right now. Shes been better, but still. I cant risk anything bad happening to her...again.
Willow seems to be doing better. We do magick cleanouts once a week just to make sure that she doesnt go all black eyed baddie again. We have to make this house safe for her. Especially since Tara's gone, she was really the only one keeping Will here. She seems so lost at times. I know how that is....
*Puts her hand on her chest where she was shot and remembers Willow magically saving her. She shudders.*
Seeing Willow all evil was scary. What she did...Warren. Even though he deserved it...he never should have killed him. That weight is going to be on her for the rest of her life. I just hope that we can help her overcome everything.
I go for walks now. Actual walks. I started this meditation routine that i heard Giles talk about once. And taking walks at night help me relax for a meditation. I have to sharpen myself. Im old in slayer years and Im not going to let myself die...again. The first two times were enough...at least until Im really old and die of old age. When I get in from walking, I light lavender incense and concentrate on my breathing and take myself into a trance. Its kind cool. Ive been getting better and my body has been getting quicker and my senses stronger.
Ive been finding myself thinking about Angel, ALOT. I dont even know why. Not like ive seen him lately. last time we saw eachother it was all business. I still love him,but i cant let him know that. never. He doesnt even loveme anymore, he cant.
*goes downstairs and enters the kitchen. smelling food.*
"Morning."
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Willow seems to be doing better. We do magick cleanouts once a week just to make sure that she doesnt go all black eyed baddie again. We have to make this house safe for her. Especially since Tara's gone, she was really the only one keeping Will here. She seems so lost at times. I know how that is....
*Puts her hand on her chest where she was shot and remembers Willow magically saving her. She shudders.*
Seeing Willow all evil was scary. What she did...Warren. Even though he deserved it...he never should have killed him. That weight is going to be on her for the rest of her life. I just hope that we can help her overcome everything.
I go for walks now. Actual walks. I started this meditation routine that i heard Giles talk about once. And taking walks at night help me relax for a meditation. I have to sharpen myself. Im old in slayer years and Im not going to let myself die...again. The first two times were enough...at least until Im really old and die of old age. When I get in from walking, I light lavender incense and concentrate on my breathing and take myself into a trance. Its kind cool. Ive been getting better and my body has been getting quicker and my senses stronger.
Ive been finding myself thinking about Angel, ALOT. I dont even know why. Not like ive seen him lately. last time we saw eachother it was all business. I still love him,but i cant let him know that. never. He doesnt even loveme anymore, he cant.
*goes downstairs and enters the kitchen. smelling food.*
"Morning."
[[open to anyone]]