Exasperated with Myself
Yesterday night, I could have done all sorts of things. Really. Even taking into account that I watched like 8 episodes of anime, I still could have gotten lots done. I could have finished my Spanish reading (at least today's portion), I could have worked on my TESOL assignments that I have to turn in early because I'm missing class to go to Arizona, I could have started research on my honors paper...
I was up until 6:30 am. The plan was just to not bother going to sleep, but I was reading on my bed. And then it was 10:30. Crap. At least Huma was there to give me a ride to school. And I was already dressed, having showered and put new clothes on around 6.
Somehow, I did nothing all night. So, from the hours of 11 pm to 6:30 am, my life was a ridiculous blackhole of timewasting.
Why didn't I just sleep? I was tired. I guess I thought I was going to do my reading. I really meant to. But I didn't, so I might as well have been rested. Could have cut my losses.
Sometimes I'm such a loser. A strange, insomniatic loser. Now I'm walking around with a perma-squint on my face because I'm tired, irritable, and behind in my classes. Hooray for Wednesdays.
I was up until 6:30 am. The plan was just to not bother going to sleep, but I was reading on my bed. And then it was 10:30. Crap. At least Huma was there to give me a ride to school. And I was already dressed, having showered and put new clothes on around 6.
Somehow, I did nothing all night. So, from the hours of 11 pm to 6:30 am, my life was a ridiculous blackhole of timewasting.
Why didn't I just sleep? I was tired. I guess I thought I was going to do my reading. I really meant to. But I didn't, so I might as well have been rested. Could have cut my losses.
Sometimes I'm such a loser. A strange, insomniatic loser. Now I'm walking around with a perma-squint on my face because I'm tired, irritable, and behind in my classes. Hooray for Wednesdays.