Aug 09, 2005 13:40
I haven’t updated this in a while but I feel like this is an appropriate time to do so because so much has happened and is coming up such as school and what not. Anyways last night Matt and I broke up- It wasn’t a bad break up it was mutual and it wasn’t as big as a deal as I thought it would be. In my head I thought there would be more I don’t know emotion expressed. Nothing was wrong with the fact that there wasn’t-- it’s just not what I expected. At the end of the conversation we both just left it at the reality that even though there isnt a “relationship” anymore there still is a valuable friendship that we both want to keep “alive” -I guess you could say.
Anyways
Half of me is really excited for school to start and see everyone, how they have changed, what they did over the summer, find out who actually did their summer reading and what not. The other half feels just depressed at the thought of dealing with teachers, kids, rules, early mornings, due dates, drama, jealousy, secrets, rumors that don’t even fall close to the story, homework, sonorities, hall monitors that hate the white girls, stress -and so on- you know all the things that make high school. Eh two more years right?...
Well I guess that’s it until next time.