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it's amazing how the same feeling is there when I'm with my Him.... it's the same. I feel grounded, and I feel connected. Without it, I'm disoriented and shallow. But without this feeling, I'm the queen of the entire world instead of just of his. It's strange what our choices come out to be.
It's just plain weird to me how I'm surrounded by this muffling sound, like I'm surrounded by cotton, when the split-headed blur rushes into my sight and my head is engulfed in flames. My heart is strangled and my body is stone. My tongue is swallowed and my eyes roll away. This is shock. These years of avoiding, slandering, and shoving it away... a retarded smile comes to my lips. Almost a sight for sore eyes, but I suffocate the breath of fresh air.
For no reason.
I'm just Laura; and you, my Adonis, are the love of my life.
Still,
I can't believe how my face caught fire.
I can't believe I didn't have anything to say.
It's just plain weird to me how I'm surrounded by this muffling sound, like I'm surrounded by cotton, when the split-headed blur rushes into my sight and my head is engulfed in flames. My heart is strangled and my body is stone. My tongue is swallowed and my eyes roll away. This is shock. These years of avoiding, slandering, and shoving it away... a retarded smile comes to my lips. Almost a sight for sore eyes, but I suffocate the breath of fresh air.
For no reason.
I'm just Laura; and you, my Adonis, are the love of my life.
Still,
I can't believe how my face caught fire.
I can't believe I didn't have anything to say.