Hellmouths are apparently not invincible
THE BASICS
Name or Nickname:Cyndi nickname’s tend to be variations of that, my ambitions, interests, or past deeds…or misdeeds
Age:(at least verify if over 13 if you don't want to give your age) 24
Gender:Female
Likes: Most people, generally alright, partying, film, movies, music, activity, random humor
Dislikes:Perfectionists, control freaks, advertising, violence icky thing, admitting that I sometimes am kind of an idiot to people who don’t have a modicum of respect for me (simply as a fellow human being will suffice, honestly, then I’ll own up to pretty much anything…understanding, I think it is, which I think makes situations with most people run a lot smoother)
Strengths: Creative, resourceful, independent, fairly loyal, intuitive, emotionally strong (god, I’d have to be!), wicked sense of humor, fairly intelligent, though not necessarily in the classroom, or some of my choices, but I’m smart enough to know they were wrong but regretting them isn’t doing anybody any good, better to just learn from them and move on, and I’m great at giving advice…I simply take my life and say, “Don’t do that, that didn’t work out too well, or you could do this instead, as that turned out pretty okay…only a minor headache.”
Weaknesses:Impatient, rarely think anything through, can become kind of obsessive, don’t trust too easily because I open myself up to anything that comes, don’t respond well to being manipulated/coerced/used/or generally forced to do something I don’t want to do, anger issues, tendency to regret some of my actions (but mostly in private), again the negative attributes of my stupid, reckless, irresponsible pride
Hobbies:Writing, sketching, graffiti art, listening to music, guerrilla theatre, the occasional video game, photography, hanging out, shooting pool, going to shows, plans are not necessary
Pet Peeves:idk, see dislikes, running low on rations, guilt trips, people who nag, people who think they know everything as it’s hard to have a conversation with them
Favourites (colour, food, music, etc.):
Colour: I don’t know, black, red, blue, gold, green
Food: Snack crackers, cheese, pasta, steak, shrimp, scallops, sushi, chicken, eggs, bacon, beef, lettuce, broccoli, carrots, strawberries, grapes, beer and liquor are food now
Music: The Sex Pistols, Cake, Velvet Underground, Pulp, Misfits, The Movielife, Breaking Benjamin, Hole, Editors, Black Sabbath, Dropkick Murphys, Bikini Kill, Mogwai, Placebo, Be Your Own PET, Mest, The Dandy Warhols, Our Lady Peace, Bif Naked, Mayday Parade, No Doubt, The Mars Volta, Voxtrot, Gallows, The Doors, This Providence, PIG, Stabbing Westward, Against Me!, Midtown, Bloc Party, The Dear Hunter, Muse, Queen, The Rolling Stones, The Who, The Beatles, Nada Surf, The Wombats, The Mountain Goats…I’ll stop there.
THE BIGGER QUESTIONS:
What do you consider to be the driving force or main goal in your life?Fun, freedom, LOVE, honesty, success (I’m not afraid of failure, but come on, let’s play to win here! Or die trying…yeah, yeah, yeah), self-respect - respect from others comes and goes, isn’t really necessary, but if I can’t respect myself, I got nothing.
What do you consider to be some of your worst fears?Being confined, some of my own (past) actions - which goes back to respecting myself, (in the back of my mind) my brother, other kids, following in the same path. And it’s not so much a fear as a minor concern and occasional annoyance.
Briefly describe what sort of person you are/were in school: Generally nice kid, kind of had some trouble with the math and occasionally speaking my mind when I probably should have kept quiet.
What would you consider your "personal style"?: There isn’t one really.
EITHER OR
Outgoing or shy?Outgoing
Quiet or outspoken?Depends, sometimes an eyeroll speaks volumes
Mature or immature?Mostly mature, now
Forgiving or vengeful? Um…apathetic
Impulsive or cautious?Impulsive
Day or night?Depends, thank god I’m not a vampire and I get to choose
Realistic or idealistic?Yes
Optimist or pessimist?No
Leader or follower?Leader, though I’ll follow sometimes, if I respect and can have any kind of influence on the leader. You know if we’re like friends or something.
BUFFY RELATED
Favourite Buffy character? (Can be major, minor, etc.) Buffy, The Mayor, Trick, Dru, Jonathan, Oz!
Favourite Buffy episode? Let’s go with Innocence
LEAST favourite Buffy character? (Can be major, minor, etc.) Andrew (yeah he became sort of funny but I have obvious Jonathan bias), Adam (would say the lamest villain ever, but less not forget The Annoying One) and Darla (though I did like her when she became slightly more human on Angel).
LEAST favourite Buffy episode? BLASPHEMY! But I Robot…You Jane always struck me as a bit odd. Technology…freaky.
Imagine that you have just moved to a new town. Now imagine that town happens to be on top of a Hellmouth. How would you react?Shit my town is famous! Huh, I wonder if the demons are as bored by it as I am.
You are out walking alone at night, and a vampire jumps out at you! What do you do? Fight it off, run, grab the nearest sharp object or lighter or something, and get stabby or behead-y or burn-y.
If you, as yourself, were in the Buffyverse, what sort of being do you think you'd be (regular human, witch, slayer, watcher, vampire, demon, etc.)? IDK, something kind of like Willie. Annoying informant who is occasionally helpful or even insightful, but almost always funny.
Or a vengeance demon, as that was the occupation of my only non-sueish self-insert. Not really something I would want to pursue though. Maybe a watcher. I can see coming from that world, then bungling everything as their standards seem outrageously high - probably for a reason, controlling the world’s evil, not easy, you know - and finally deciding they’re not worth my allegiance.
I don’t think I’d choose to be a vampire. Or a slayer, for that matter, since it seems they have to stay in the Hellmouth they’re assigned. Which kind of sucks. And I’ve just never really been terribly drawn to witches. Save for maybe Nancy Downs. She was a blast.
OTHER
Pictures of yourself? (optional):Opting out.
How did you find this community?crow_stamping
Anything else?Guess not.