Late Night Visit

[conned_conner]

Courtney had said that she had to go home. I didn't see why she had to go. Parents were just dumb people who gave us life. They had no reason to order us around. I had to see her again...be with her. She's all I can think about. So I went to her house...and peeked into the windows for her

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[magic_courtney]

Dad had funny ways of picking out nighgowns. I was over the carebears when I was three, and I'm not three anymore. I look at the care bear pants and button up top, cotton even, and regulare socks. I shake my head at myself.

I understand my fathers guilt, but..this was a little over board. If he makes me watch the Muppet show, then I'm leaving!

My hair was down, long, and still a bit wavy. I hated my golden, wavy hair. It was parted to the side, and almost to my waiste, just two inches above.

"Courtney?"

Startled, I turn around quickly, and to find that blue eyed boy standing there. I smile..softly. I was delightfuly starttled, you might say.

"C..C..Conor!" Great, stuttering again. "How did you..?" Breathless..I wave, like a nerd. "Hi..uh..sit down..hi!"

[conned_conner]

It was dark, but I could sense movement. Hearing Courtney's familiar stutter, I reached out and felt...a leg.

"There you are! I am sitting...I think."

Yep, I was sitting on her bed, and had my hand on her leg. Jerking it away, I blushed...and was glad that it was dark.

"I came in through the window. I...missed you."

[magic_courtney]

I give a little jump as someone touches my leg, I look over, my eyes always being adjusted to any kind of dark, and I saw those blue eyes.

"Hi.." I said, looking down at him, grinning. "How..are you?" I tilt my head, feeling another stuttering attack at his last line.

"M..M..Mised me?" I flushed with overwhealming bashefulness. "O..Oh...Hi!"

He was cute. Really, really, really...OH-DEAR-GOD CUTE! Which signifies my school girl swoones that were about to come on. So, I sat down agains the rather comfy water bed...though, my eyebrows rose as soon as I sat my backside on the bed, the bed began to do a little jig.

Alrighty then.

[conned_conner]

I could feel her jump at my touch, and I wince. Big mistake there Connor...

"I'm fine. Just lonely...are you okay?"

She stuttered alot...which was cute but made it hard to understand her.

"Yeah..." I confirmed shyly.

Suddenly the very solid bed became unsolid. It was like a wave and I was riding it. I bit back most of a yelp as I pitched forward...and found myself falling into someone that I could only assume was Courtney. As I lay in a tangle atop her, I blushed a deep red.

"Hi."

Then I was kissing her...

[magic_courtney]

He was ontop of me..Okay. Was it wrong the thoughts I was thinking? Bad thoughts. Unchaste? Or if you want to be more modern -- Veeery naughty, well not as naughty as I know my dad and Buffy did. ....Oh dear God, bad Courtney! Self-note: Never, ever, ever go into Buffy's room. Ever. EVER! EVER! EVER! EVER!

...Can I throw in another 'ever'?!

Then, he kissed me.

Lips against mine, his lips were dry..yet, nice. His tounge was like a tounge. A lot of tounge..I at first I drew back. Surprised. Then..a sudden feeling of butterflies, as well excited triumph that a guy, and a very cute guy, wanted to kiss me. And I smelt no alcohol on his breath, nor any pot on his clothes, so he was in a right state of mind, and I made the boldest move I ever thought I would make in my life.

I pulled him to me and kissed him back.

I was a rebel.

[conned_conner]

Were lips were soft and warm...all of her was soft and warm beneath me. My stomach felt like a knot as I kissed her. It felt like she was pulling away, and I was about to do the same...when she started kissing me back. I was surprised by the sudden turn around, and it was a few seconds before I registered what that meant.

She liked me...or at least...likes my kissing...

She was pulling me to her, and our bodies pressed together in all the wrong places that felt so right. I felt bad...well, guilty...I actually felt really, really good right now. Placing my hands on her, I gently massaged the flesh underneath through the soft fabric. As their was no light, I had no idea where my hands were...but hopefully it was someplace not...bad...

Boy do I sound dumb.

[magic_courtney]

Oh bloody hell, this was good. Very good. I felt guilty about this; I wasn't even fifteen yet. We're not going to do the...pookie, are we?

...You try having a mother who spoke to a doll most of your life, and have her talk to you about sex. Right then?

As we were, uh..going to first base, he puts his hands under my cotton night shirt.

Whoa.

My eyes opened, gray orbs stretch as I came to the realization that he probably has done this before, and I have not. Thank god he was rubbing against my stomache..and not the other areas. True, I hardly had a chest..but there was still..chest..thingies.

I pull away again, and sit up on the water bed. Breathing very hard. Very hard. So much for your first kiss, not that I wanted it to end, by my breathing was growing rapid and more labored and my heart was skipping so many beats at a time. I wonder if he could hear?

My dad better be in bed.

I look at Connor, smiling breathlessly, leaning against the wall, my chest still heaving.

"Hi back."

[conned_conner]

She pulled away, and suddenly I was dropping face first against the unstable bed. What was up with her bed? It was like...jiggly...or something. Propping myself up on my elbows, I searched the dark in vain for her with my eyes. I could hear her heavy breathing...or was that mine?

Reaching one hand out, I explored till I found a bedstand...and alamp. Running my hand up it, I found the switch and turned it on. The room was instantly illuminated in a pale golden glow, and I could see Courtney sitting across from me on the bed. She was leaning against the wall, her chest heaving in a very distracting manner...

"Are you okay? I'm sorry...I didn't mean to. It just...happened."

I scooted away a little.

"I can go if you want."

[magic_courtney]

I shook my head, and feel limply next to him on the queen size bed. Madam Buffy surely was rich. Or, well money..something. Due to my semi-fall, the bed wabbled..again..it was oddly amusing to see his reactions. Yet, they were the same as mine.

"You can stay.." I say breathlessly, still grinning. "I like that."

Funny, when I can hardly speak, I do not stutter, but when I'm normal I do like a mentaly chalanged person?

"Bollucks..you're good."

[conned_conner]

She fell beside me onto the ed, and I clung to the sheets as the bed rocked again. What was wrong with it?

"I'm glad, because I don't want to leave you. I never want to leave you."

Chuckling, I blushed a little in embarassment. I was really rather flattered though.

"Thank you. So are you."

Growing serious, I scooted closer to her till my body was pressing against her's again.

"Courtney...I like you...and I want to be with you. Will you be my first girlfriend?"

[magic_courtney]

It was the things of ice cream Buffy gave me earlier today that made me on the sugar high, or else I wouldn't be as bold as I was. He pulled me close to him, as I studied his face. He looked so much like Darla, it was like her eyes staring right back at me. Odd, yet comforting in a way. Pressing my index finger to his lips, I nod, answering his last question.

"Only if you'll be my first boyfriend." I said, tiny perplexed why this boy..who was handsome beyound belief, never had a girl companion. It seemed unreal.

I think I was going to be addicted or something, since I leaned over and kissed as well as I knew how. And I had not much practice, incase if you counted a David Bowie poster.

[conned_conner]

She pressed her finger to my lips, and I immediately stopped talking. When she finally moved herfinger away, I spoke up.

"I love to be your first boyfriend."

I was going to lean in and kiss her...but she beat me to the punch. Her lips met mine and I immediately kissed her back. Gently at first, but I began to kiss her back more eagerly. When the kiss ended, I breathed in deeply.

"I want you Courtney," I gasped.

Moving back to her, I held her against me as I kissed her deeply. My tongue swirled against her's, as the blood pounded in my head.

[magic_courtney]

I wanted him too..but oh so fast like this? This was the third encounter with him, and I do admite I rushed into the girlfriend thing, but he was hot! More than David Bowie

[conned_conner]

Everything was going great...and I was lost in her. She was warm, soft...and she liked me. It was everything I had ever wanted.

Then she pulled away.

It was like a slap or cut to the chest, and I instinctively backed away from her. From the pain of being rejected. Panting heavily, it took me a moment to remember where and who I was.

"New at...?"

We were...oh my.

"Me too, but that must be pretty obvious, huh?"

[magic_courtney]

My face soften so much, I knew what it was like to be rejected. I knew that face, too. I face it whenever my father tries to be one, I still remember all those years...alone..and..well, him not giving a damn about me 'till I show it is a knife to a chest. I was still a little girl some, didn't he understand that?

I doubt it.

I loved him..I just wished I had two parents that gave a damn. Connor probably did, I envied him.

I smile softly, as I just lean against him.

"Connor..I'm just..nervous.." I say, playing with my hair almost pensively. "I..I..I..t..t..h...at....that..was my first..you know...k..i.." I close my eyes in fustration, more so at myself.

"Kiss..es.."

[conned_conner]

She leaned against me, and peered curiously into her eyes.

"Why are you nervous? Do I make you nervous?"

It was her first kiss...es. At least, that's what I think she said.

"I didn't know...it was my first kiss...kisses...too. You're my first everything girl wise, pretty much."

Shrugging, I ran my hands down her arms. That's when I really noticed her clothing for the first time.

"What is that on your pajamas?"