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[sunnyblack]

This goes out to the A.D.D Wagon, yeah you know, my "friends". I haven't seen you guys over a weekend in a long time. I just want things to go back to the way they used to be. It's not like I am asking for you guys to spend every waking minute with us, but once and a while would you know be fun? I hate not knowing anything about you guys anymore,

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[thekatsmeow]

...this pity-party of an entry was completely uncalled for. We're gonna take this apart now, highlighting on bits that I felt were particularly RUDE. Shall we?

This goes out to the A.D.D Wagon, yeah you know, my "friends".
Way to start out your entry, a healthy dose of sarcastic guilt. Yeah. Way to be a "friend" yourself.

Kitty I miss you too. You used to be all "LUFF!" all the time, now you just aren't anymore. your not like "let's go watch anime all weekend or something dumb like that....all you want to do is see Niku, I love Niku, but for once can't we go too?
What the HELL is there to miss? That's just what I wanna know. I must have stopped showing you guys any sort of friendly affection at all, and told you to drop dead. Yes, certainly, that is the ONLY thing that could have warrented this sort of a response. And, in case you haven't noticed, my interest in anime has been waning for quite a while now, even BEFORE I started going out with Nik. Please, tell me when you begin to see that I, too, am I dynamic, changing person JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
As far as Nik is concerned, OF COURSE I WANT TO SEE HIM MORE THAN YOU. Do you have a boyfriend? You DO have Anthony. Can you honestly say that you'd rather be sitting around at my house staring at my mother's gaudy Christmas decorations, when you could be getting snuggly with him? I HIGHLY doubt it.

And now, skipping to the end...
So now that it is all over, is the Car-pool going to hang out on New years like planned? Maybe it can be our resolution to be close friends again?
The short answer? No. The long one? No no, and hey, look, more no. I honestly don't know what made you think you could post this kind of guilt-triping bullshit, and still expect me to come take you places on New Years. Or ever again, for that matter. You should know that henceforth, you and Ari are going to need to find alternative transportation to and from school. If what I've given and done for you two so far wasn't good enough, then why keep trying?

[sunnyblack]

I am grateful....I never said that I wasn't, all I said was that I wasnted to see you guys sometimes..isn't that something I am aloud to do? Aren't I aloud to want to see my friends once and a while.

What the HELL is there to miss? That's just what I wanna know. I must have stopped showing you guys any sort of friendly affection at all, and told you to drop dead. Yes, certainly, that is the ONLY thing that could have warrented this sort of a response. And, in case you haven't noticed, my interest in anime has been waning for quite a while now, even BEFORE I started going out with Nik. Please, tell me when you begin to see that I, too, am I dynamic, changing person JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
I know that you have been changing, I never said that you wern't showing us any kind of friendly attentioned, all i wrote this entrie was to say that I missed you guys a lot, and that I thought that hanging out with friends was something that friends do. Cause I mean we used to hang out all the time, now it seems we only see eachother on the way to school and in class, and I just wanted to have a sleep-over again or a day together...Was that too much to ask?
You DO have Anthony. Can you honestly say that you'd rather be sitting around at my house staring at my mother's gaudy Christmas decorations, when you could be getting snuggly with him? I HIGHLY doubt it.
....I love seeing Anthony...I love hanging out with him and snuggling with him....but that doesn't mean that once and a while I wouldn't mind seeing your mother's gaudy christmas decorations, let me scratch that, I would rather see you sometimes, cause I would not be there to see the decorations, I would be there to see you. Cause boyfriends are important, but friends are important too, and sometimes it's nice to hang out with them too.

The short answer? No. The long one? No no, and hey, look, more no. I honestly don't know what made you think you could post this kind of guilt-triping bullshit, and still expect me to come take you places on New Years. Or ever again, for that matter. You should know that henceforth, you and Ari are going to need to find alternative transportation to and from school. If what I've given and done for you two so far wasn't good enough, then why keep trying?
Isn't this like a really intense thing to say to just wanting to see my friends once and a while? To stop seeing us all together? When did I ever say I was ungrateful? I never EVER said that, if anything, I am as grateful as they come, the only rason I wrote any of this is to say that I missed seeing you guys at all. So if you go back and read, I never said that I was ungratful, oh wait you guys were far to cinical while you were raping my words to see that. To see that it was just my fucking way to say "I miss you people. All I want is to see eachother and stop this fighting within us and have fun again. All I was saying was I miss you guys.....and that is enought to say "stop comming with me to school, because you are ungratful." *shakes head* I never once said that.