trying too hard to trust??

[sunnybel]

I'm being used. Am I being used? I feel like I'm being used. Okay, I know I'm being used. I think. Maybe I'm just not giving the benefit of the doubt. Will I get screwed over? I won't get screwed over. Friends aren't like that. And I am so being used. Gosshhh.

Remind me again of the nice girl I am. I think I'm slipping.