GO CELTICS!!!!!!
i missed the entire game last night thanks to laundry and being on the phone trying to figure my life and relationship out...but that's other news.
go celtics!!!!! i'm so excited. all of our teams won this year....if only the pats had pulled through. i hope this is a giant reality check for them, 18-1. damn pats. but seriously, the celtics deserve this as much as the SOX did to win the 2004 series. amazing. i love it. and i actually fell in love with basketball this year watching them win. who woulda thought?! me, love basketball? i know.
even though i missed the game, i knew we won at 230am when everyone in my neighborhood was screaming, honking horns and lighting off fireworks in the parking lot behind my apartment building along Comm. Ave. lovely. so glad i could get some solid sleep before getting up for the second day in a row (third day this week) to teach a 6am spin class across town.
but people have to celebrate.
in other news. i woke up a new person. i made a stand to put the past behind me. it's the only way i can survive my relationship and help it grow. clean slate starting today. and i've decided to look into talking to someone now that i'm pretty much alone here in boston with everyone leaving me, i have all the stress of my dad being so sick, my mum dealing with it, my retarded sister who's abandoning her life and child to live in florida and date a guy who doesn't want to be in a "relationship" and dealing with travis. i think i had a lot of stuff boiling inside me and i've been taking it out on everyone, my friends, my family and my boyfriend and it needs to stop or i'm going to lose everyone that i care so much about.
i'm also trying to make attempts to rebuild my relationships with people. i need to. i need to get back to me. slowly, but surely i'll get there. i just needed the reality check and wake-up call that i had this weekend to realize there was even a significant problem that needs to be fixed. they always say the first lesson in recovery and overcoming is to first realize you have a problem, right?!
but i'm ok. i'll be ok. i just need to work more on me. and also reach out more to other people instead of keeping it all on my shoulders.
go celtics!!!!! i'm so excited. all of our teams won this year....if only the pats had pulled through. i hope this is a giant reality check for them, 18-1. damn pats. but seriously, the celtics deserve this as much as the SOX did to win the 2004 series. amazing. i love it. and i actually fell in love with basketball this year watching them win. who woulda thought?! me, love basketball? i know.
even though i missed the game, i knew we won at 230am when everyone in my neighborhood was screaming, honking horns and lighting off fireworks in the parking lot behind my apartment building along Comm. Ave. lovely. so glad i could get some solid sleep before getting up for the second day in a row (third day this week) to teach a 6am spin class across town.
but people have to celebrate.
in other news. i woke up a new person. i made a stand to put the past behind me. it's the only way i can survive my relationship and help it grow. clean slate starting today. and i've decided to look into talking to someone now that i'm pretty much alone here in boston with everyone leaving me, i have all the stress of my dad being so sick, my mum dealing with it, my retarded sister who's abandoning her life and child to live in florida and date a guy who doesn't want to be in a "relationship" and dealing with travis. i think i had a lot of stuff boiling inside me and i've been taking it out on everyone, my friends, my family and my boyfriend and it needs to stop or i'm going to lose everyone that i care so much about.
i'm also trying to make attempts to rebuild my relationships with people. i need to. i need to get back to me. slowly, but surely i'll get there. i just needed the reality check and wake-up call that i had this weekend to realize there was even a significant problem that needs to be fixed. they always say the first lesson in recovery and overcoming is to first realize you have a problem, right?!
but i'm ok. i'll be ok. i just need to work more on me. and also reach out more to other people instead of keeping it all on my shoulders.